Trying to pick myself up again~

(pic kindly taken from Leunig Website)

Sick again & again...

last straw=went for a coaching course...it was there that really set me thinking:

WHAT DO I WANT WITH MY LIFE???

Frankly speaking, all these while, I never post any cos I was not prepared to share here...even for my own blog...

Had been taking MCs, in & out of clinic..."in" place for me this year...

Well, at least I have taken a step to "cure" my illness...

I had finally applied for LEAVE!!!

having said that, would like to be stress-free for the later part of this year, had been saving up for the last few months...

Will go for a tour when I'm finally done with my job...and hope I really get to do the things I used to like, read on the go, filling myself with knowledge and memories again...

These few years, I've not been reflecting and NO time for reading, so much so I feel as if I'm as PALE as a white sheet of paper, that's so sad:(

Well...it's always good to take a little rest in life...and find back the passion in LIFE*

MIA~

What a messy life...I've been missing in action, either at work or blogging...was so sick...and still recuperating...

at work...time to catch up...but ever so difficult...i know i should prioritise my work...but yet all my projects are nearing deadlines...

And now i am so caught up with my work...everyday OT...and everyday i'll be so tired...

what a wretched life:(

4 days in slumberland

gosh...extreme fatigue...severe backpain...high fever 38.9 degree celsius...

i slept for nearly 4 days...no bluff...i was only awake for one mission...to eat medicine, and to put salonpas...and to bathe...and i'll be zzz away even with my wet hair...

and this morning, i went back to the doc again...he found it to be peculiar, since i had backpain until today, and also im suffering from high fever...he decided to do a urine test on me...

and gosh...results=kidney infection!!! and after that he blabbered on to say what red blood cells, what white blood cells...i can't hear any of them...

i was in confusion...

blackout!

Sick~

I knew it...my whole body ached like siao lah...

confirmed...stomach flu...kena stay at home for 2 days...

work is taking a toll on my health...stress level damn high...

haiz...haiz... :(

gosh...im awake!

Arrrrgggg...I hated it!

I dozed off while doing work just now...and now me wide awake!!!

And I can't afford that...Im having a heavy day tmr!

Gosh, my back gives me trouble again, oreadi have 2 salonpas on my back...hmmm...wonder is there a big plaster? so that i can paste it on my whole back...mom told me not to use it so often...

hmmm...sighz^-^

i better get back to my bed again and Zzzz...

but wait...i can't seem to be able to upload photos...why? it takes a long long time...seriously i dun think i have the patience now:(

Lovely CARS

I've been procrastinating for a long long time, and here I am finally...sitting down to pen down some of my thoughts...

Title: Lovely CARS...

Background information: I am crazy about cars...

I've always been very fascinated about cars...when my brother decided to get a MATRIX...i was in cloud nine...

but as time passes by, I felt the need to get my very OWN car...and so I bought a jazz...months down the road, my fascination became bigger...I wanted a 2-door car, thus I went around checking prices...calculating my $...and finally I got myself my second car -- a TEG!

Kekekekeke...my joy in life -- eat, sleep and cars...

and I'm still dreaming about my third car...a convertible!

I don't know when I can fulfill my wish...but I will work very hard to reach my target...